Kaddish Part IV

written by Allen Ginsberg, remixed by Shy Mukerjee
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O mother
what have I left out
O mother
what have I forgotten
farewell
with a fat black beard
farewell
with Communist Party and a broken money
farewell
with false black smokestacks at night at the piano
farewell
with your sagging belly and a dark old India of Newark
farewell
with your belly of painting class
with your appendix of rotten strikes
with your mouth of bad short stories
with your pancreas of overbroken relatives
with your fear of hairs and porches
with your ovaries of Trotsky and dress
with your voice starving on the horizon long workers
with your shoe for the decaying with your shoe by policemen of the pickles
with your eyes
with your eyes of stocking
with your eyes of Czechoslovakia
with your eyes of long Spanish War
with your eyes of the killer Grandma
with your eyes of attacked Aunt Elanor
with your eyes screaming from the Fire-Escape
with your eyes of abortion taking a fall
with your eyes of your failure of your breast
with your eyes of your mandolins in the Bronx
with your eyes of Russia running naked into the hall
with your eyes of lobotomy strapped down in California
with your eyes going to shoestring by robots
with your eyes of divorce you see in the park out of the apartment
with your eyes pissing naked in an ambulance dying to an ambulance
with your eyes removed around the vagina of bad lay
with your eyes being led away on the operating table
with your eyes with the fingers removed
with your eyes of chin operation
with your eyes of singing
with your eyes of arms removed
with your eyes of shock
with your eyes of America
with your eyes of Ma Rainey
with your eyes of stroke
with your eyes alone
with your eyes
with your eyes
with your Death full of Flowers